Everyone was a bit shocked after hearing Tear’s story, nobody could have thought of such a house hold situation. After a brief pause Crouch lifted his head and said; “Wow, I suppose your much better off now, considering your earlier situation, at least now you can fight back against those who threaten to hurt you or take your life.” Crouch went on. “I never had a family, can’t say if that’s a good thing or bad after having heard your stories? But I was a street urchin for as long as I can remember, my only home was a box, then a bench, bottom of a bridge, cemetery, and lastly an abandoned and broken container and now I’m here. Some crazy secret place under ground with a bunch of people I’ve never met. I guess even a bum like me can get lucky.
Don’t get me wrong I’ve tried to better myself and get a job and so on, but no one wants to hire a guy with no home, no normal, un-ripped set of clothing, that has never take an actual shower. My only real job ever was picking up litter from in front of a couple of stores, for which I got some food and water for, and the occasional shirt and pants that were not suited for sale.
I was never given any money as the people helping me out didn’t want me to go buy drugs or something bad, they were right in doing so. I’ve never really thought much of myself, I mean how can I? I’m a bum who’s never had more than twenty bucks in his pocket, I’ve never been inside a normal house, and I’ve never had most of the normal things in life. The closest thing I ever had to a family was a dog that I had for a while. People’s pity really kicks in when they see you sitting on the side walk with a dog, seeing the dog makes them feel bad, scared of the idea that the dog might not eat that day, the person sitting next to the dog is just holding the cup for him, begging for some loose change. Society really looks down on those less fortunate, never have I ever been offered anything like a home cooked meal or a nice warm coat for the cold winters.
When the dog passed away, my life got even worse, I started to walk about the city looking for jobs to no avail, the one job I was given a chance at, or so I thought, was at a department store, but they just took me in for the day to scare an employee who tended to fall asleep on the job. But after all my trial and tribulation I wound up no better than before, walking by the docks I jumped the fence, for no particular reason really, after walking around a bit, I wound up finding a container with no lock on it, it had some empty boxes in it, and the only fault it had was a leaky roof. I had found a new home.
After a couple of weeks of living in the container, I was walking down a street near the docks on my way back home when I got jumped by some assholes, dock workers I’ve stolen sandwiches from once before. They had never caught me before, as I could always hide in the container. But this time they surprised me; the three of them ganged up on me and started kicking my ass. Kicking and punching me and beating me with a stick, I grabbed one of them by his leg and bit him really hard, he fell down and hit his head against a crate, I think it broke his neck. The others stepped back and then went on again even harder than before, again I got a chance to move a bit, I grabbed a shard of glass off the ground and stabbed the other two in the legs and then crawled into a corner so I could sit. When I looked up there was a man standing right in front of me, I made a swing at him out of fear he was going to beat me as well. But he grabbed my hand and put a gun in it, I was shocked by the sight of a gun in my hand. The man then said, ‘You want a home? Then do it and you’re in’ I knew what he meant, I crouched and shot both the guys in the face, as the second bullet exited out of the head of the guy, I felt a strong surge, I had never in my life felt anything like this, I now know from your stories what it is, didn’t think that I actually had a chip in my brain. I passed out, and woke up a bit later in the shaft coming down, the man said his name was Goody, I could understand why; no one had ever been as good to me as he had, and he said my new name is Crouch. I didn’t think to abject, taught maybe my former name was too hard to pronounce, Jorge. And he then said, welcome home son. More comforting words have never been said to me. I didn’t know what home was yet, didn’t imagined it would be a place like this. But what can I complain about, there’s a roof over my head. I suppose we’re going to get fed sometime, and I have a family, a family of traumatic experiences as it seems, but a family none the less. From what I can make out of this place it’s really militaristic, all fighting and shooting around here, the place doesn’t exactly shine of joy and happiness does it.
I might not look like someone you guys might talk to on the street, I think I’ve seen some of you walk by me a couple of time even. No hard feelings though, I just don’t want to be seen as some kind of weak link or annoyance. All I’m hoping for right now it a nice shower, some clean clothes, and a nice hot meal, that would be a dream come true.



